Myself

I now laugh to myself,
For who i was n who i am now,
For the decision i made,
For results i gained,
For nights i stayed awake,
For smiles i have faked,
Past me amuses me now,
For cold water i was then,
For raging fire i am now,
For bad shit i was then,
For wreck less material i am now,

I now get angry to myself,
For the mistakes i had done,
For what it was done,
For the lies I've spoke,
For the trust i have broken,
For the selfishness i have done,
For which i lost some special ones;

I now teach to myself,
From the person i was,
From the person i want to become,
From the under confident i was,
For the confident figure i want to become,
From the hearts i have broken,
For the hearts i have to take care,
For the respect i want to gain,
For the shoes i want to wear,

I now give hope to myself,
For what has to happen will happen,
For to give your best n be ready worst,
For colours i want to see,
For colours i want to show,
For relations i have to share,
For codes i have made,
For spreading positive vibes,
For to raise hope in darkest niches,

The path i took, the path i see,
There is reminder for the coming journey,
That says...be Free n be me;

YOU

                                     

There will be nights,
Which will be forgotten,
There will be days,
Which will change all of the sudden;

There will be leaves,
Who shall left the tree,
To find their destiny,
And tell you,you need not to worry;

And there will be you,
Standing right were you are,
Hoping,things would come back,
But you know,
All that's left,is experience of past;

But as they say,
You gotta learn from your past,
And embrace every moment,
For what,they'll be gone;

Season will change,
New leaves, there will be on tree,
New stars in the sky,
And new hope to be build;

                            -AEM KAY